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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Technical Theatre, Hanging out with Friends, Scrapbooking, Ballooning, looking up lyrics.... other sorts of stuff.
Expertise: Procrastinating on homework.. sleeping... laughing..
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
2/9/2003
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| well I am currently sitting in a suburb of chicago watching my aunts cat stick her paw in a glass and then lick the water off of it... lol it's actually very entertaining. Mark and I are going to paint my aunts basement and then have some fun going to the car museum and other fun stuff. i love being here.. it's such a blast. always action and interaction and everything. a very active household it's awesome. ahhh well i must make sure the children are watching the time and it's time to get me some food!! hmmm gonna go play with her beagle doggie too! lol so many pets! ahhh i loveit here. | | |
| sorry everyone... I don't have internet access.... so yeah... but i just got back from seeing Fahrinheit 9/11 or however you spell it. I think everyone should go... it is very well put together. Some of it, I felt, was a little bit much - but it was a perfect documentary for it's purpose and I feel it was very well done. I agree with some, disagree with parts.. but overall I feel it's important to watch for experience, the emotions, the information. Please go and react in the way you need to.. but please go and think about it all and remember hwo you feel either way when it comes time to vote. lets rock the vote my young adult friends! | | |
| alright so the next time I'm all whiny and sad because I feel like the world is against me and people don't care.... remind me of this last month... remind me of what went on last night..... For my birthday my boyfriend hauled butt to get home to see me on thee day. He didn't sleep more than 24 hours collectively the week before hand... but still packed and hauled to suprise me. Then last night my wonderful roommate planned the bestest thing ever. She had some friends from home and some friends from school come and suprise me for a big b-day bash. It was wonderful. THey blindfolded me and took me to the bowling alley. When my blindfold was taken off there were some of my pals from good ol CR. Man it was awesome. Old friends and new friends - we bowled the first game on our respective "sides" and the second round was all mixed up. People mingled and laughed as if they had been long lost friends. It was awesome. I felt so special and so loved last night. All those times were I thought no one cared... wow was I wrong - I guess part of me knew I was wrong even when I was typing it - but yeah. I dunno last night just totally rocked. There were a few friends from home that were missing, but overall it was just plain rockin awesome. Then most the pals from home crashed on our floor and it was just great to be around everyone. For once I was just amanda - open and free and silly. In school it's hard sometimes to let go of homework and class and all this crap that you just carry around... but with the people from CR I can manage to drop all that crap cause I've known them for so long and have gone through so much.. so last night I was free to be me all open all to see what I'm about. I loved every minute of it. Thank you all for making it possible it was the bestest ever. I love you guys. Thank you for being yourselves, for loving me even when I suck, laughing with me and everything else! I need to go to bed now..... thanks again! it was awesome..... | | |
| I figured something out last night - why I always figure that people will leave me, that someday they'll get bored or frustrated with my insecurities and leave. When I'm scared and all I'm feeding off of are my insecurities in a moment - I figure everyone will leave. Ironic cause that's the time when I need people most, but I figure that they'll leave. I figure they'll leave because I don't like myself when I'm insecure. WHen I'm scared of something for no reason other than it's happened in the past to me - I don't like me. I figure if I don't like myself then why should anyone else? No one should like me then, let alone love me. So I just figure they don't and they'll be gone. It's an insecurity inside and insecurity I suppose... It's just horrible - but I think that's it. So yeah...... | | |
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